I thought I was getting better,
but I'd be lying to myself if I said that I'm okay.

December hurts.. Because I first met him on Christmas.
And every year was spent with him, without fail,
whether we were together or not.

But this time it's different.
And it still is a little hard to believe that it's already been 6 months.

It sucks that I still miss him and cry my heart out when I do.

I don't know why I love the guy, but it's something I can't explain.
The feelings should have already detered, but it hasn't..

That spot in my heart is empty yet, filled with none but one.

I wish I could be in a better place, because here is not where I'm supposed to be.